Beautiful Destruction

i wonder if there will come a day when i will stop thinking about you, when your memories will stop looping and replaying in my mind like some sort of malfunctioning tape recorder, when the ghost of your touch i will not feel, and your hugs i will not remember, and your kisses i will finally forget. i wonder, but all i could do is wonder, because i'm still hoping that one day you'll come back to me, maybe in the middle of the night or in one late sunday afternoon when i'm least expecting you, and all my memories of you will flashback, but this time you'll trap me in your embrace and you'll whisper, "love, i'm here now, i'm sorry if i'd ever stopped your world from spinning, time won't matter from now on, f-ck time, i'm not ever leaving you again, and i'm not letting you go. please start making memories with me." beautiful destruction is a heartfelt and relatable collection of prose & poetry about life, love, musings, and struggles. i hope this book reaches you in the right time. this book is for you.