Twin Flame Chaser Surrender

After I went through the Dark Night of The Soul, I texted my Twin Flame one night and said: "I ACCEPT you, I feel you and I am here with you". I didn't understand why I said those words to him but I felt like I needed to. Once I echoed my deepest feelings, it released me and the resistance that I was putting up to feeling the connection faded.I transitioned into new feelings of Acceptance of my Twin Flame connection which pushed me into SURRENDER.I am at a phase where my Twin Flame and I are in the harmony phase of our shared energy. I feel harmonically aligned with him and there is no stress to our connection. It is indeed a beautiful feeling - none of us Chasing or Running from the connection.When both Twin Flames are healing, they both feel it no matter how far they are separated from each other. This is how you know the authenticity of the connection.For our Twin Flame relationship, I was first the runner, then I turned into the chaser and I tried to run a little more before I opened my heart to accept embracing the idea of a harmonious physical union with my Twin Flame.It's been such an emotional rollercoaster for sure.The shared energy of Oneness takes over within you. This is when you feel like one you are one energetic system you and your Twin Flame.When you are in chaser mode, your energy feels chaotic and imbalanced. The runner Twin Flame also feels the energetic imbalance because you are each other's support system.Once the Twin Flame Chaser Surrenders, the runner feels the change in energy because there is no running if no one is chasing. The runner feels the space in the connection because the chaser withdraws their energy to focus on their soul lessons.This throws the runner Twin Flame into another emotional crisis because they miss being chased as before. Also, the runner starts to wonder if their Twin Flame chaser is moving on from the connection.From my experience, it took me a while to get into the energetic alignment/balance because I could also feel my Twin Flame's emotional pain once I surrendered which made it challenging for me to completely surrender.I kept switching from the chaser energy to surrender and vice verse until I finally eased into letting go of controlling the relationship dynamic. After I surrendered and healed myself, it took me a while to ease into the feelings of healing and inner harmony. I still switched from healing to feeling like I wanted to run from the connection because I could feel that union was imminent.Finally, I eased into the shared Twin Flame energy of Oneness.As I struggled to ease into surrender or healing energies, I could feel my Twin Flame's energy also struggling on the other end.What brought the feelings of oneness is the fact that I could feel our shared energy healing and merging as we both went through the different phases of healing.After you meet your Twin Flame, you start to embrace who you are because life finally makes sense. This is why no matter what, you always wait for your Twin Flame, you never stop thinking of them and you always remember them because your connection originates from the soul.A Twin Flame connection doesn't fade but rather, it purifies itself as you progress into the energy merging with your Twin Flame to fully embody your Shared Energy of Oneness.I believe that union happens when you have reached that level of manifestation of the Soul Oneness.